As like talking I like walking too..!

As like watching experience , talking experience I have lot of walking experiences. But in the recent times I walked less with my close friends . I used to walk alone in tough times…but missed walking with friends…! After a loooong time two days back me and one of my close friend been for a walk in the streets near my residence. It was really good to feel the happiness after long time. We walked for more than twenty mins and felt really fresh and good. Thanks you buddy for making your time and enjoying the walk with me…!

Blessed is the person who forgets today’s happiness by today itself and ready to enjoy the happiness of the next day. For me its all about myself to make my day happier and make the moments happiest. And so I wanted to be. Life is soo much beautiful with the late night walks on the streets , accompanied by a good friend….wat else we need…Happy Walking.

Walking is an Experience…..Come lets WALK …!

Starting to native in another two hours and very excited to see the lil n most luckiest princes in this universe. Really its like a celebration….! Our mom n dad will be more happy…! Best wishes to my brother and he is most luckiest to have the first baby and that too a girl baby. I always believe that nice ppl get nice things. Thanks for all the good n loving hearts for wishing good health for mom n child. Both mom n baby are in good health.

We all are BLESSED.

Blissfulness is expected in a weeks time...!

A new life…A new person…new happiness….really our family will celebrate this occasion. Its always bliss to have a kid in the home…! So we will be in a blissful state in a weeks time..! Wish the baby and mom should be in good health. Life is gonna be really beautiful with this new entry in our sweet home…!

The way of Living was totally different for me in the past few months…! All these conversions like Close Friends turned into Friends, Friends turned into Just Friends, Just Friends turned into Strangers and finally its a confusing one to calculate these conversions in the recent years. What I wonder is , downside conversion automatically happens and the upwards conversion is not at all happening ( might be I haven’t tried ). Really tired of seeing good things to normal and normal to usual and usual to nothing.

My mind is in a clear confusion state. I am not talking about life’s experiences , just talking about happenings. I am really in a clear confused state to know and accept these modern days terms on friendships & relationships. One’s life changes with their individual decisions, changes and experiences, and I don’t know why I am hitting my head hard and feeling the changes in my life due to others individual experiences and decisions. I know this is not the right way to lead a joyful life.

I know its really tough time in my professional side, really working hard and draining out physically to put things in place. Glad that things are positive and able to see the improvements every day. But feeling mentally and emotionally low is not at all good at this time…! I should have got some emotional support at this time….I wonder why I gained no one to stay with me to give some emotional support. But the fact is everyone is around me…but the gaps created due to the above mentioned Conversations plays a big role. I don’t know how far I can run without a emotional support…I am not used with this….just simply pretending to be. I thank to my busy schedule , which keeps me away from worrying about these things…but when things stress out on professional side too…mind automatically starts longing for a support.

To be frank I am not bold or matured enough to face the challenges individually. I was always depended on a emotional support to share my success and happiness. I was grown up by pointing someone as a reason for my success and happiness. I always felt that sharing is my secret of success and happiness. And later its well proven tat it is wrong. Anyways success or happiness , if it is very big I want someone to take the whole responsibility and be a reason for tat. That is wat I am all about.

But for the first time in these years, I feel tired of running behind ppls, feeling very tired to maintain contacts and be in touch, feeling very tired of being good to everyone, feeling tired of maintaining the values and trust, feeling tired of learning experiences from the happenings in life, feeling tired of loosing ppl, feeling tired of explaining things, feeling tired of caring & hearing, simply and totally I am FEELING TIRED.

No one has seen my full potential…seriously NO ONE. Even I am very eager to see it. The roaring success and rejoicing happiness…is all closer to me on my professional side. But still there is no use in achieving this with no inner happiness. Its my usual habit tat, I often ask myself tat ..” Sathish… are you Happy ? “..and mostly the answers was YES. But nowadays I doubt myself about my happiness. Anyways trying to sort out things. Everyday moves on with a HOPE…! Have to make some good time to sit for myself and to put things straight. finishing this post with my fav lines from a tamil Song…!

ஒரே காண என் வாழ்விலே , அதை நெஞ்சில் வைத்திருந்தேன் …;
காண மெய்யாகும் நாள் வரை , உயிர் கையில் வைத்திருப்பேன் …;

வானே என் மேல் சாய்ந்தாலுமே , நான் மீண்டு காட்டுவேன் …;
நீ எனை கொஞ்சம் கொஞ்சினால் , நிலாவை வாங்குவேன். – Guru Movie.

Ps: I just now read the above post..really a confusing one….I can see the confusion in my mind from this narration. Anyways I most times used this space as my best one…to share things with no hesitation. And this helped me a lot in getting a temporary relief and slowly a permanent relief. Sorry for the bla bla bla narration from my confused mind.

Manly performance , stylish looks , classy moves … Nothing more to say it’s Ajith’s game. Just a celebration by and for ajith n fans . With little increased pace in the screenplay and less dramatic gun fights the movie will be liked by everyone. Might be cutting down some twenty mins will add more value. Ajith is lucky to get venkat for his 50th movie. Just for making it a ajith movie. Worth watching it for some unusual experience. A game with strictly no logic n no rules…just watch it for entertainment .

Ps: it’s just my views about the movie. There is no intention to hurt anyone.

Yes these little angels will make you tired in few hours and drain us out totally. …all are studying in UKG & 1st standard along with my little wonders (Reshma ,Sahana, Sharadha, Bharathi, Rahul, Subash, etc., ). Every Sunday we will have a long chat about the other common friends of us ( their class mates ). Waiting for the day to meet all the little ones…! Interesting part is these lil ones know lot of things…they speak about hair style, dress style, dress sense, walking style, make ups, complexions etc, etc.,

Sitting to their range , chatting in their language , reacting to their reactions, arguing with their conversations, laughing for their lil jokes…nothing more to say…SIMPLY SIMPLY AWESOME. World is full of Bliss, when you hear, laugh ,speak and share with these lil Angels. I’m really lucky to have them on my side.

Seemed like I planed right….but failed somewhere to execute it. Not able to find where things went wrong. Seems like I work every hour of the day…but the end result is not productive. Hitting my head hardly…to make things on the line. Might be I need some silence and concentration. Seriously  have to rework on my time management skills/system. My friends used to say me tat, I’m very good in managing ppl. But recent happenings proves tat my ppl management skills are also not upto the level.  It’s like I am loosing my way…..have to be in track asap.

This time don’t need anyone to behold me . It’s time to learn and come up by myself. Still have lot of belief in me tat…I will make the things straight. Lets wait n see..how fast this things will get settled. LET’s SEE….!

Just few weeks back, other two school dropout girls of the same village “S.Sornavalli” & “K.Angala Easwari” turned to our center with their parents. They wanted their kid to continue the studies and the seeked our help to make it happen. So we convinced the girls to start learning in our center from the basics.  Now both the girls are very regular to classes and they are grasping the subjects very fast &  more than we expected. Now both the girls accepted to join school in the next academic year.

The pity things are …the reason for “Agala Easwari” to drop put from school was, she was told tat she is not reading well and she was constantly discouraged in one or other way. So she decided to not to go to school. The reason for “Sornavalli” to drop out from school was, she was afraid of English. She scored decent marks in all the other subjects except in English. So she decided not to go to school when she was in 7th std., Both the girls  parents forced them lil bit to go to school and continue education… but not much.So these girls are working in the fireworks office and ears 1800/- INR per month.

New Hopes of Blossom's QUEST

Thanks to TN govt’s policy of no fails till 9th standard. We planned to put “Angala Easwari” in 8th standard and “Sornavalli” in 9th standard. Fortunately at this time , TamizhSelvi turned up one day along with her aunty to give us a surprise. Her aunty wanted TamizhSelvi to start learning again. We are very happy to take her back and promised her aunt that we will make her join school again. ( the girl who was never been to school after her 1st standard ). The good news is she is learning very fast now and as accepted earlier the local school HM accepted to give her a certificate tat she completed 5th standard in his school. Since she doesn’t have a birth certificate or other birth proofs, we decided to reduce her age lil bit and make her join in 6th standard or 7th standard next year.

The only challenge will be convincing her aunt and uncle for sending her to school, since she earns 1500 to 1800 INR per month. If we can pay tat amount to her guardians, we can easily get permission to put her in school. We are just working out for few volunteers to support for this cause.  The next big challenge is to find few mentors to guide and encourage these girls to move on further. With great positive notes Blossom will meet the challenges and make things happen.

Really very happy to see three school drop out girls back to QUEST centers and now they got the confidence of joining back to school. We never wanted to call this as success….bcos lot to go. When they finish the 10th standard…we can say tat we have started our way to success. We at Blossom will take it as a challenge and will make it happen with the help of lot of positive souls around us. I wish , let QUEST be the right place to quench these girls quest on education ( Quality Education ).

Thanks a ton to Mr.Nagarajan ( Center Head) for his quest in educating these  kids in the village. Without him nothing would have been possible. Hats off to his hard work along with Kavitha Nagarajan to bring up these kids. Happy to take this responsibility with lots of happiness. We promise to do our best to brighten the lives of these kids in the village and make it a model village.

note:- Blossom is a Social welfare Org., and QUEST is one of the project handled by Blossom. QUEST mainly works on the Quality Education for rural children. QEC – Quest Education Centers are the place where village students were given supplementary education at no cost.

  We need Volunteers to mentor these three girls and other few students in our center. You can make it through online. Interested ppl can contact me @ “sathishsp@gmail.com” or through your comments in this post. Please click on this link http://photobucket.com/blossomvisitaug11   to see the recent snaps ( 6th Aug 11)  QEC’s  located in Khansapuram and Paparipatti near Sivakasi.